The Damsel’s Disappearance: Episode 12

Today is 21 Mar 2018.
1 year after her disappearance…

This is my random webseries.
Any similarity to real life people is coincidence.

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I can’t breathe without you… but I have to.

I miss those times where I get a piggyback halfway on the road when I’m too tired to walk.
I miss those times where I get a text to call after events when I’ve got so much thoughts to share.
I miss those times where I get a hug at the end of the day especially when I return from overseas.
I miss those times where I get a glass of warm honey when I’m coughing badly and couldn’t get up.
I miss those times where I get a shoulder to lean on when I’m overwhelmed by what’s happening.

I miss those times where I get to prepare shower for the people I love and open the door to welcome them when they return.
I miss those times where I get to look at interesting recipes online and cook them for the people I love.
I miss those times where I get to take out clothes from the dryer and fold them neatly as part of my leisure.
I miss those times where I get to make plan about the future not alone but with the people I love.
I miss those times where I get to sing, dance, trust and love without worry.

But in the past eight months…

I’ve learnt to continue walking no matter how tired I am.
I’ve learnt to keep things to myself no matter how much I want to vent.
I’ve learnt to be alone no matter how lonely I get.
I’ve learnt to buy my own medicine no matter how ill I am.
I’ve learnt to be strong no matter how overwhelmed I feel.

I’ve learnt it’s easier for me to work hard to buy a place where no one could throw me out.
I’ve learnt it’s easier for me to have my own kitchen so that I can do whatever I want.
I’ve learnt it’s easier for me to do my own laundry to keep myself fresh and clean.
I’ve learnt it’s easier for me to plan about how am I going to survive alone especially during festive season.
I’ve learnt its easier for me to accept everything that has happened.

And I need to learn to stop crying, especially in public.

It has been 7 months since I’ve got no family and no one to talk to

I saw this photo as I was scrolling down my feed when I was taking a break from packing my stuff.

#FirstTime #Travelling #Germany #Swiss #SwissAir Craving for #swisschocolate #chocolatecravings begins now, gonna eat the moment on board 😋 Though just had dinner at #changi #changiairport now im bored 😂 reminiscing the first time i went overseas, wanted to bring the entire house lol… then it became bringing the necessities, now i dun think I've finished packing but we can always buy upon reaching 😂😂😂 when one has been to #thirdworld countries like #india #indonesia #thailand as well as #firstword countries like #france #netherlands #finland home is still the best place to be 😊 though I've not board the plane, im starting to miss #Singapore hahax Of course, it'll be good if we really do have the swiss #standardofliving instead of swiss #costofliving 😄 Realised that many guys enjoy looking at air stewardesses but wouldnt want their gf to be one too 😏

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I miss my family a lot.
When I was printing my flight, I realized that I will be taking the exact same flight to the exact same place two years ago.

Previously, I’ve got my loved ones to hug and lean on, be it on my right or left.
This time round, I’m gonna be all alone.

In the past, doing laundry means putting my clothes into the washing machines followed by dryers and I shall have fresh clothes within a maximum of five hours.
Now, doing laundry means waking up early when no one is using the toilet and hoping that there’ll be sun so that my clothes can dry.

I enjoy cooking and I miss my own cooking very much.
Sometimes, I hope I can be 35 right now in order to buy my own house and cook my own meals.
My friends are telling me I’ve gotta learn to survive this trip and learn to be alone.

It’s gonna be the biggest event I’ve ever attended in my entire life.
One of my friends said if I’m gonna cry throughout the flight, I’m gonna end up with swollen eyes during presentation…

I used to need to talk to people every single moment.
I’ve got so many things to say and if I don’t talk, I’ll die, kinda.
I never know that I could survive keeping so many things to myself the past 7 months.

Yeah, 7 months…

Singapore government said: “GST is the one that will give you, over the long term, a sustained revenue of sufficient amount that will take care of our expenditure needs, for healthcare, infrastructure, security”

I saw people defending the increase of GST from 7% to 9% that was announced by #MOFsg during #SGbudget and there were people saying that it’s to curb inflation 😂 you mean there was no inflation the past few years?

Singapore government said:
“GST is the one that will give you, over the long term, a sustained revenue of sufficient amount that will take care of our expenditure needs, for healthcare, infrastructure, security” 🙄

Healthcare?
Singapore is the only country in the world where the government earns from public healthcare as the #medishieldlife premiums collected is more than the claims every single year, do you know there’s also a CPF Basic Healthcare Sum of $54,500 on top of the CPF full retirement sum of $171,000, how many Singaporeans have $225,500 in their CPF account as of 2018?

Infrastructure?
Singapore is the only country in the world where the government does things like merging public transport companies in order to have a monopoly, have fare hikes yet not having adequate maintenance etc… with the latest report stating a 50.3% rise in net earnings to $47.1 million for the year ended Dec 31, 2017 because of the growth in revenue to $1.2billion, which is the fare hike that we’re experiencing?

Security?
Singapore is the only country in the world where the government has the internal security act that allows them to legally stalk its own citizens in the name of security, we allowed bomb maker Mas Selamat to escape from prison, we allowed robber David James Roach to escape canning, but if a girl born after 1990 tries to go overseas… we’ll make sure she’s deported back even though she did no wrong?

NO wealth tax 🤔 the Singapore government said:
“There are only so many handbags you can buy, only so many watches you can buy, only so many people who can afford those.”

By the way, in 2017
“The surplus was more than expected, about S$9.6 billion in total” 😑
A one time $100 to $300 for a 9% GST, and you believe they really care about you?

🎶 let me see how you gonna treat me 😏 aint no easy 😉 think about it twice 🎶 Ain’t no easy hahahahahax… we Singaporeans are very easy people 😎 I saw people defending the increase of GST from 7% to 9% that was announced by #MOFsg during #SGbudget and there were people saying that it’s to curb inflation 😂 you mean there was no inflation the past few years? Singapore government said: “GST is the one that will give you, over the long term, a sustained revenue of sufficient amount that will take care of our expenditure needs, for healthcare, infrastructure, security” 🙄 Healthcare? Singapore is the only country in the world where the government earns from public healthcare as the #medishieldlife premiums collected is more than the claims every single year, do you know there’s also a CPF Basic Healthcare Sum of $54,500 on top of the CPF full retirement sum of $171,000, how many Singaporeans have $225,500 in their CPF account as of 2018? Infrastructure? Singapore is the only country in the world where the government does things like merging public transport companies in order to have a monopoly, have fare hikes yet not having adequate maintenance etc… with the latest report stating a 50.3% rise in net earnings to $47.1 million for the year ended Dec 31, 2017 because of the growth in revenue to $1.2billion, which is the fare hike that we’re experiencing? Security? Singapore is the only country in the world where the government has the internal security act that allows them to legally stalk its own citizens in the name of security, we allowed bomb maker Mas Selamat to escape from prison, we allowed robber David James Roach to escape canning, but if a girl born after 1990 tries to go overseas… we’ll make sure she’s deported back even though she did no wrong? NO wealth tax 🤔 the Singapore government said: “There are only so many handbags you can buy, only so many watches you can buy, only so many people who can afford those.” By the way, in 2017 “The surplus was more than expected, about S$9.6 billion in total” 😑 A one time $100 to $300 for a 9% GST, and you believe they really care about you?

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I’m gonna miss waking up naked with pillows on my left and right to hug 😘

Day 4

Day 4 Downloaded this live video from www.fb.com/huiiyingsg I’m gonna miss waking up naked with pillows on my left and right to hug 😘 It’s illegal to be appearing nude in public or private place in singapore according to miscellaneous offences (public order and nuisance) act (chapter 184) liable on conviction to a fine not exceeding $2,000 or to imprisonment for a term not exceeding 3 months or to both 😪 But it’s ok, I will still return to Singapore because I want to marry a Singaporean guy 😍 Anyway, chewing gum is also illegal under regulation of imports and exports act (chapter 272a, section 3) regulation of imports and exports (chewing gum) regulations where on the first conviction to a fine not exceeding $100,000 or to imprisonment for a term not exceeding 2 years or to both; and on the second or subsequent conviction, to a fine not exceeding $200,000 or to imprisonment for a term not exceeding 3 years or to both 😏 We also amended the Sedition Act (CHAPTER 290) on 31 August 2013 and Defamation Act (CHAPTER 75) on 28 February 2014 after a girl exposed degree mills on her blog 😶 We also implemented the Protection from Harassment Act (CHAPTER 256A) on 31 May 2015 after a girl exposed a bunch of gangsters who can’t produced a single thing yet harassed and intimidated her in a park 😎 We also amended the Public Order Act (CHAPTER 257A) on 8 May 2016 and implemented the Administration of Justice (Protection) Bill on 11 July 2016 after the world condemned the inhumane acts that were done against a girl 😆 We also added a new section 6A “Advance notice of events having prescribed crowd size” to the Public Order Act (CHAPTER 257A) on 3 April 2017 after a girl managed to get not just 10 or 100 or 1000 but even more people to meet her in public 😄 We also added new sections 16 to 16AC and 19A “Protection from personal liability” to the Public Order Act (CHAPTER 257A) on 8 May 2017 so that the girl can be stalked, harassed, intimidated and even stripped without the need of producing any reason why they do so or evidence if they didn’t do it 😅

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Downloaded this live video from http://www.fb.com/huiiyingsg I’m gonna miss waking up naked with pillows on my left and right to hug 😘

It’s illegal to be appearing nude in public or private place in singapore according to miscellaneous offences (public order and nuisance) act (chapter 184) liable on conviction to a fine not exceeding $2,000 or to imprisonment for a term not exceeding 3 months or to both 😪

But it’s ok, I will still return to Singapore because I want to marry a Singaporean guy 😍

Anyway, chewing gum is also illegal under regulation of imports and exports act (chapter 272a, section 3) regulation of imports and exports (chewing gum) regulations where on the first conviction to a fine not exceeding $100,000 or to imprisonment for a term not exceeding 2 years or to both; and on the second or subsequent conviction, to a fine not exceeding $200,000 or to imprisonment for a term not exceeding 3 years or to both 😏

We also amended the Sedition Act (CHAPTER 290) on 31 August 2013 and Defamation Act (CHAPTER 75) on 28 February 2014 after a girl exposed degree mills on her blog 😶

We also implemented the Protection from Harassment Act (CHAPTER 256A) on 31 May 2015 after a girl exposed a bunch of gangsters who can’t produced a single thing yet harassed and intimidated her in a park 😎

We also amended the Public Order Act (CHAPTER 257A) on 8 May 2016 and implemented the Administration of Justice (Protection) Bill on 11 July 2016 after the world condemned the inhumane acts that were done against a girl 😆

We also added a new section 6A “Advance notice of events having prescribed crowd size” to the Public Order Act (CHAPTER 257A) on 3 April 2017 after a girl managed to get not just 10 or 100 or 1000 but even more people to meet her in public 😄

We also added new sections 16 to 16AC and 19A “Protection from personal liability” to the Public Order Act (CHAPTER 257A) on 8 May 2017 so that the girl can be stalked, harassed, intimidated and even stripped without the need of producing any reason why they do so or evidence if they didn’t do it 😅

Expressing one’s unhappiness is fine – but it should not sink to the level of abuse, insult and contempt.

Day 3

“If you are a senior officer, director in the organisation, you are in a position of greater trust.
You have considerable authority to make decisions in relation to the organisation’s assets.”
Possible to know the names of those who cover up during the outbreak of hep c?

“If you abuse that trust, you should be more culpable, and you should be liable for more severe punishments, compared with an ordinary employee.”
Possible to knows the full list of personnel’s involved with corruption printed on the front page of all newspapers with their full name and photo?

“Expressing one’s unhappiness is fine – but it should not sink to the level of abuse, insult and contempt.”
But…
Possible to know who is the fella who is under the dishonourable son who practices “abuse of power”?
Possible to know who is the fella who engage people on your profile to “insult” a young lady born after 1990?
Possible to know who is the fella who “contempt” the world via “directors, commissioners, ministries”?

The finance minister said “I do expect our security expenditure to go up because we want to be able to support our security agencies in this very important mission” the damsel is a “national threat” and she has the ability to affect “bilateral relationship” she’s so undoubtedly influential.

Day 2

People asked…

Is the damsel living in a monolithic system?
Why are the people behaving like slaves thinking that they are helpless against the system?

Or is the damsel living in an elitist pluralistic system?
Why are the people claiming that it’s good when all the statistics of the country are bad?

The damsel is living in a country of natural aristocracy where the devils control the people and intel.

The devils brainwashed the population to hate the damsel.
Have they met her in real life? Did she tell lies? Did she use vulgarity? Did she get violent or physical?
No, but the daft citizens hate her because they are (well) daft.

The devils spent money to get intel on every single citizen.
What is the budget allocated to stalking the damsel? How much money is spent to hire people to spam her profile, change search engines algorithms, hack her emails, tap her calls, read her messages, stalk her in the country, follow her overseas, oh… and watch her nude videos?

The finance minister said “I do expect our security expenditure to go up because we want to be able to support our security agencies in this very important mission” the damsel is a “national threat” and she has the ability to affect “bilateral relationship” she’s so undoubtedly influential.

Just imagine the 50 guys hired to stalk her physically… the 50 bimbos they hired to show their bodies literally in order to push her postings that were trending on social media down… the man hours used to watch damsel at all times, the lawyers hired to type transcripts of her YouTube videos, the countless media release, press release, immediate release that were published by the various agencies in order to brainwash the population to hate her.

Have you ever imagined if these money were used to better the lives of the people instead?

Will the country still be the world’s most expensive city, have the lowest marriage rate, highest divorce rate, lowest birth rate, longest working hours, least amount of sleep, least emotional, lowest sex drive etc?

An untapped repository of creativity

Day 1

First overseas presentation of the year – The Damsel’s Disappearance.

Damsel was hurt.
Damsel gotta heal.
Damsel seeks solace.
Damsel needs resources.
Damsel will reappear.

Question is how?

She has a staunch group of supporters and she is thankful for every single person who believe in her at her lowest point in life.
She may be the only person from her country and the only girl in the continent but that won’t be for long anymore.
She is involved in projects where guys encourage girls to be like her and there are now girls doing what she did in their respective cities.

According to the news, there are girls who fall into her category in the far conservative north, it will soon be the near north within the next one or two years.
As the damsel interacts with people from various parts of the world, the different experience provides an untapped repository of creativity.

The damsel is not gonna change herself into who the society expects her to be.
The damsel is gonna grow and make the conservative society accept her as who she is.

The damsel has to continue growing, she has to continue learning and getting resources because the focus is the devils, not egoistic fellas who wanna dominate the damsel when they don’t even have anything to offer.

I was told that wearing a fitting dress instead of #baggyshirt or #loosedress can get me a #sgguy bf 😄

I was told that #sgbudget will help Singaporeans when the fact is #singapore is the most expensive city in the world for 4 consecutive years 🤑

I was told that #budgetsingapore will make life better for Singaporeans despite the fact that we have an increasing divorce rate, decreasing marriage rate and the lowest birth rate in the whole world 😕

I was told that #reachsingapore will be inclusive, nevertheless, there’s a whole list of Singaporeans who got banned from various social media sites because they state facts and a #singaporeangirl is even banned from meeting people in public as well as standing for 😎

I was told that #mofsg will be putting Singapore’s #mindef first, however, money is spent to stalk a #sggirl because her going overseas is a “national threat” that will affect “bilateral relationship” on the contrary #nsf #nsmen #nationalservice to the country shouldn’t be measured in dollars and cents 🤔

I was told that #govsg will protect the people and #gst #gstrebate is to help the poor when the truth is more money is collected from the poor than the rich 😉

I was told that #sph #sgnews is reliable but we see a girl’s photo and full name being published on the front page of every single newspaper in every single language, yet we neither know who cover up the deaths during the outbreak of hep c nor the people who are behind the keppel corruption or why a rubbish bin costs twice or thrice the price of a #hdb 😌

I was told that #sghdb allows #singaporeans to own a flat notwithstanding the truth that it’s the most expensive #publichousing #housing in the world as 60% of the price is being set to “land cost” at market rates 😬

I was told that #medisave #medishieldlife helps everyone still we see that there are “hospital bed crunch”, #singaporean patients sleeping at the corridors and even committing euthanasia as they can’t afford the #healthcare bills or premiums 😱

I was told that #cpf allows Singaporeans to #retire even though all we see everyday on the streets are the elderly being cleaners, collecting cardboards or selling tissues 😓

I was told that wearing a fitting dress instead of #baggyshirt or #loosedress can get me a #sgguy bf 😄 I was told that #sgbudget will help Singaporeans when the fact is #singapore is the most expensive city in the world for 4 consecutive years 🤑 I was told that #budgetsingapore will make life better for Singaporeans despite the fact that we have an increasing divorce rate, decreasing marriage rate and the lowest birth rate in the whole world 😕 I was told that #reachsingapore will be inclusive, nevertheless, there's a whole list of Singaporeans who got banned from various social media sites because they state facts and a #singaporeangirl is even banned from meeting people in public as well as standing for 😎 I was told that #mofsg will be putting Singapore's #mindef first, however, money is spent to stalk a #sggirl because her going overseas is a "national threat" that will affect "bilateral relationship" on the contrary #nsf #nsmen #nationalservice to the country shouldn't be measured in dollars and cents 🤔 I was told that #govsg will protect the people and #gst #gstrebate is to help the poor when the truth is more money is collected from the poor than the rich 😉 I was told that #sph #sgnews is reliable but we see a girl's photo and full name being published on the front page of every single newspaper in every single language, yet we neither know who cover up the deaths during the outbreak of hep c nor the people who are behind the keppel corruption or why a rubbish bin costs twice or thrice the price of a #hdb 😌 I was told that #sghdb allows #singaporeans to own a flat notwithstanding the truth that it's the most expensive #publichousing #housing in the world as 60% of the price is being set to "land cost" at market rates 😬 I was told that #medisave #medishieldlife helps everyone still we see that there are "hospital bed crunch", #singaporean patients sleeping at the corridors and even committing euthanasia as they can't afford the #healthcare bills or premiums 😱 I was told that #cpf allows Singaporeans to #retire even though all we see everyday on the streets are the elderly being cleaners, collecting cardboards or selling tissues 😓

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